standingaroundhallways
i was sposed to go to a 21st tonight. but i didn�t wake up until 5pm, which was too late to go out and buy a present. and when i did wake up, i was all tired and yuck. so i stayed home and watched finding nemo and caught up on my emails instead.
i�ve been feeling despondent and apathetic for the last two days. i realise now that i�m getting a cold. but sickness will be a welcome relief if it makes me tired. and a fuzzy head will stop me from thinking.
it�s my mum�s birthday in three days. i�ve got the funds, but not the time or the drive to go out and get her fabulous presents.
alone
alone
alone
alone with the stereo.
i fill in time, at 4am, by writing words to songs on scraps of paper, in black ink. at some point i stop putting spaces in between words. the letters stand alone from their neighbours.
the thing i liked about going to uni in a small country town hours away from here was the constant state of flux i was in. always moving between one place or the other. i�ve been in sydney without break since the middle of december. and i feel like it�s time i was on the move again.
your lips touching mine.
indochine
07/03/2004 01:59