baby you don't know who you're kissin
i�m always in a rush rush in the mornings. just because i�m lazy. i spend too much time in bed, then too much time on the computer. and then have to do things like eat breakfast and blow dry my hair at phenomenal pace.
i�m starting to notice just how big this city is. how far my little corner of suburbia is from anywhere. you think about these things when you spend so much time on public transport. migrating from one destination to the next.
when it rains, it fucking pours. after stating publicly that i was over this vinyl shirt guy, he has sent me stacks of early morning messages with invites for breakfast or coffee. i feel like i am blowing him off when i say i�m busy, but it is the truth. i am booked solid this week. i don�t want to not talk to him anymore, he�s good to talk to at 3am. but i just don�t want to see him anymore.
but all that doesn�t matter. because this new boy is so cute. i want to spend all my time curled up with him.
29/06/2004 11:20