sacrifice for you is just flirtation
better today. better better. but you know what, i hate that fucking town and i never want to go back there. not even for graduation.
my cute as hell source of ipod technical support and all other things good and mac-y [READ: boyfriend] is in victoria this weekend. i�m really glad he went, and not just because it means a weekend of lots of sleeping and nothing on my behalf. but because i know how crazy i get when im away from home for too long, no matter how good things are where i am. and i don�t want that to happen to him.
i joke with him that i am only going to pick him up from the airport tomorrow because i have nothing better to do tomorrow night. the truth is, there�s nowhere else in the world that i would rather be.
i never realise that my actions affect others. so don�t be sad because i am. i�ll be alright, i just had a bad night.
but fuck, i was drunk and dumb on thursday night. it was fun, but not necessarily good. it�s a scene i�m glad i�ve outgrown, or outlasted.
one of my favourite people to work with quit today. i�m happy for him for getting a better job, but sad because he always made me smile. work will be so boring without him.
i was supposed to hang out with vinyl shirt guy tonight. but i blew him off for the third time in a row. i am just too dead for social activity. he didn�t even reply to my msg, maybe he�s over me - i would be. he called me on thursday night, oh his voice was so slow and sexy.
the best thing about this apple mac boy is: built in concert going buddy. by the time i�m done with him he will have seen all kinds of awesome rock music. which makes up for the fact that he left the state so he didn�t have to go to a football game. suckah
01/08/2004 00:11