moon+sun
why am i crying?
because i don't want to lose him?
or because i don't want to lose the idea of him? the security and comfort of the boyfriend.
but i will stay strong! i will not let him string me along for the sake of someone to hold hands with and wake up next to.
but i really, really like him. and im angry with myself if i screwed it up.
thus, i will do all i can to make it work. if i can.
i was about to make this a private entry. but why should i censor myself?
13/09/2004 01:03