hey you good ones
i was reading a diary of someone who signed up to the nada surf diaryring that i own. and i was thinking how i ache to write like that.
there�s beauty and passion in loss. in the painful yet comforting feeling that you�ll never have that person you desire.
i said today, talking to my boy, that it�s fun to have a crush. and it is, especially someone who is far away. it�s fun and safe and comforting, being able to lust after someone and have them not know it. and most of all, it�s easy.
and with the new nada surf album coming out, the last crush i had and all the memories that come with him are flooding back.
but i�m a million miles away from that point. sitting in my dorm room, wasting time pining and writing angsty lines in my diary. instead i live on the north shore with my boyfriend, who has been mine for over a year. and on the weekends we shop at ikea and lie in bed and talk and watch south park.
stability is much more fun than a crush ever could be.
17/07/2005 23:25