distance over time

so there's this guy. there's always one isn't there? anyhoo there's this guy. i am in the begining stages with him. i don't pine over him. but he is becoming the first person i tell stuff to.

there are two problems.

whilst we used to work at the same internet service provider, this boy lives far far away. it would take me like 7 hours on two planes to get to where he lives. i could be in bali in that time.

the other thing i don't know what to think about. about a month after chris and i broke up, he flew to the other side of the country to meet this girl. they had a long weekend together and as it turned out he liked her more than she liked him. the thing is, however, that this new guy's ex-girlfriend is the girl from this story.

i'm sick of this small fucking world i live in. well it's only small when it wants to be. when it's big it's fucking impossible.

05/11/2007 20:48

light | love