history never repeats
so i started talking to some guy on the internet. he seems nice. he likes good music and he lives near by.
he wants to meet this week. i don't know. i want to. but i don't feel like the rejection that is par for the course with this type of meeting.
he's only seen one picture of me, and i've changed so much since then, even though it was only taken a few months ago.
but then again, you don't know until you try. he might think i'm perfect and we'll live happily ever after.
so why am i so scared to reply to his message and let him know when i am free for dinner.
i don't know. my hesitation makes me think i shouldn't go through with it.
fuck. why are these things to hard.
21/11/2007 13:56