fractures

i find plenty of boys in sydney to have sex with. but none to have crushes on.

my latest boy-crush is a guy i deal with for work who lives far far away.

he is beautiful.

and i guess i get these crushes so i don't have to deal with actual emotion or actual people.

but i don't want to do that any more.

i want a boy right here. from the suburbs. who listens to good indie music. and would be happy to have gersey play live at our wedding.

but i am not doing anything to find him.

27/02/2008 16:42

light | love